[Aomushi] Kuroe-san to Futanari Kichiku Rikujou Joshi (COMIC Unreal 2020-12 Vol. 88) [English] [Digital]

She's deadass just beating her up at this point I don't if this can even be considered a masochistic kink anymore 💀

I did not expect a full on in-depth philosophy motivation speech here.

I was gonna comment about this but holy shit, Fang Yuan, never thought I'd read something so grand in a comment in this site

@Fang Yuan, just finished reading your comments, shed a tear. Absolute masterpiece, thank you bro

Not that a fucking stranger's word matters, but I love you even if only for these 10 minutes. Not because I think you're cool, has good personality, or whatever, but because I know you're just some other little being trying their best to not suffer in this world in their own way. Good for you. Hope you do well so people don't get hurt(you included)

And if you ever get in trouble with police or whatever because you murdered someone. It's not that you did it because you're such a helpless terrible piece of shit who can't control their impulses. You did that because you got in your head you're this thing, that you have no control, that the pleasure of the moment would be worth it, that it's worth looking forward to, that it's beautiful, that you had no way out, or whatever shit the mind will cook up to travel through the path of least resistance. Seriously, start with some guts and stop telling yourself you have no say in that shit and don't act like you're a sorry lost case, because like I said. You're not different than anyone. At most, you're unlucky that your unruly mind got itself into some tastes so weird and potentially harmful, that you're way more likely to end up in trouble when you indulge, but people who delight in pleasure and gain in general, as innocent as they may seen, they're capable of dark shit as well if pushed.

The way it works is that it just so happens that you taught yourself whether it is accidentally or not, to perceive things other people usually perceive as "disgusting" or "terrifying" as "pleasurable" and "beautiful". But, it's still the same root problem: lust. So there are two ways out of this: you either get rid of lust(you probably won't) or you learn to see these things as unpleasant and ugly, just like you did in your comment, but consistently. You can't get away with having a few moments like this and then go back the others fully delighting into whatever fucked up shit you think it is. You have to put in some real effort and apply the views you showed here WHILE you're facing the thing, but most importantly, with a ton of consistent practice beforehand as well. What fucks people up is they're never consistent with these things.

All to further justify their little miserable shell they built. That's exactly what you're doing right now. It's not that complicated. "I got distracted, so I'll try not to next time." But build a fucking house on top of this and you create ghosts after ghosts to terrorize you into doing it again. Why? Because the same thing that leads you to build these things, these shells, are there to protect some other thing you're too bothered to get rid of. Something you really cling to and take as part of your identity, that needs some adjustment or complete change to avoid the problem(distractibility) in this case. In your case, workout what it is. Only you can. If anything, the only difference between you and our friends "vanilla-fags" is of object and views.

@Rudiferme 2 I'll chime in with my unwanted thoughts. Get off your fucking high horse. You're not some special, miserable, heaven's abhorred wretch; you think you're one, just because your desires are quite twisted huh? The problems you face are the problems any living being existing in this world faces, regardless of their gender, color, or even species. You yourself said(sin) and yet you're not applying it correctly. Go over everything you wrote and correctly label everything you're feeling is inadequate. Is it lust? Is it hatred? Or is it conceit? I don't fucking know because I'm sure you can more properly label this stuff if you get some of the metacognition stuff going. Like, people tend to overcomplicate things and call themselves idiots, brainless trash because they got distracted and made a mistake at work, then they build their entire identity about being this brainless trash around that one mistake, all the while they collect little addons from their past and near future.

Amidst the turmoils of my emotions, therein comes a contradiction. Part of me gains sadistic pleasure witnessing such heinous sights as raping a child and slowly decapitating the innocent soul from our sinful earth. Part of me gains terrifying pleasure from watching videos of women being hurled like trash, stroking my dick to online videos of real men having his throat slit, seeing the blood flow as he froths in agony. Outside of societal rules, outside of nonexistent divine rule, I know this to be a sin. A moral guilt that comes from deep within. Yet why does such pleasure reside in my soul? Why must we live in this terrible, horrible earth only to know of the guilt of living? Outside of the physical prison I should be in, I lie within the spiritual cells of my mind. I could cry from how terrible I feel. How disastrous a sin that a man like me should live like this? But I am a courageless man. I could not end my life. And so, with the remainder of my life I must atone for my thoughts.

I enjoyed this more than I expected. Favorites <3

ok hot tho

I thought this was fucked up - then I read the comment below. Damn.

I wish I was her, and that big sister would lay me down the bathtub for longer time... I believe she would even try to push my chest while my body is still underwater, so that after I stopped breathing, I can inhale more water... Then she would start resuscitate me, probably took off my bikini first, both top and bottom. She would lay me down on the ground, open my legs, insert "her thing" into my private part, while compress on my small breasts to press water out of my lungs; and kiss me to deliver oxygen into my body.... I am about to wet myself just imagine if I was her~

😻😻

that's fucked up right there

i like it. 9/10

Me personally, I would've just shot her if she likes it like that.

garbage ,,,

I fear I would have turned to like pain had this no netorare.

That’s crazy

God the was fucking exhilarating, a good, energetic, fucked up fap. Very nice (the rare enjoyable NTR)

marvelous

Bruh the fuck is this

fuck that was hot

Asphyxiation is so fucking hot. FAV!!!!!

This is Fucked up, Gonna fav it

Fucked up as fuck and need netorare tag

Good shit ngl

This is rare.. Futa cucking futa well that’s new

where netorare tag at

Maybe we need new tag call masochist

Those futa bitches ain't playing around lmaoo

pg.3 "google couldn't translate this" Most relatable shit I have read on this site in a while...

but it's pretty good though

Not a good one tbh I tried but didn’t come out

Not my proudest fap 🥺

needs netorare tag

I... I'm so torn... usually I'm against brutal stuff, but she was SO into it... Need an NTR tag tho, cuz that was cold in the end...

Needs NTR tag

Si Sir raffy tulfo nasa baba

Ehhhh.. Jeez.

damn, Christmas came early

Well that was.. a bit too much

Whoa, holy shit. I guess she's the succubus slayer now? What happened to the other succubus? In her house maybe?

This is one of the kind I can stomach NTR tag bcos the asphyxiation is rare thing here

"google couldn't translate this" this nigga...

Thanks for finally translating this !

Ano ginagawa mo dito Raffy

ive got a thing with suffocating girls this is perfecto