Emilia, Rem and Subaru futanari

A song to my very soul, reading this doujin is akin to making a pilgrimage to holy grounds. There is no greater form of validation than be truly 'wanted'. To have three persons willing to provide you, while embracing and looking into your eyes, returns a sense of hope to even the most vain souls out there. At this point, it does not matter if this reality is unstable make-believe, because his soul has already found rest. The eternal dream, and the perfect delusion, oh how beautiful they both are.

There is more and more hidden genius that I uncover every time I revisit this. When the charm in his head flies off the second time, we see a white haired Subaru. This is a direct reference to him in the Gluttony IF sidestory. A colorless world of blood, but the only one in color is Shaula. The reality was too cruel, and Shaula, just like in the sidestory, once again blindly assists Subaru on a path of lies

I keep returning to this. The message it delivers, is purely abstract, yet rooted in human desire. This is a depressed man's greatest fantasy of being able to simply escape from reality, becoming a part of a dream world where everyone you knew is twisted into a version that you want.

So that hat along with the yellow tag seems to be his tether to reality. Whenever it gets detached, it needs to be reattached by someone either inside or even outside that reality. It still does not explain page 17 though

is that hat causing him to be delusional?

This is so interesting. This unlike anything from the re zero lore yet there are so many eerily familiar things too. Almost feels like Subaru was having a wet fever dream

Pretty dark

That is shaula from the if series is it?

Unbelievable... Is this really the first time Shaula has appeared in a hentai on here? To think it'd be this...